welp

Blasphemy

2008-04-11 03:31:23

I am done with CAL and clans.

ggs

CellarDweller

2008-04-11 03:51:32

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I thought you had a baybee!

Blasphemy

2008-04-11 03:55:12

stop messaging me about why zomg i took most people off steam fwends anyways. :!:


[VDuS] A Seagull: I am done with CAL and clans.

ggs
[VDuS] A Seagull: eh?
[VDuS] A Seagull: !
blast: ::D
blast: http://www.caleague.com/?page=teams&teamid=169225
[VDuS] A Seagull: is that a joke?
[VDuS] A Seagull: err
[VDuS] A Seagull: did UG just die or something?
[VDuS] A Seagull: lol
[VDuS] A Seagull: what did i miss
[VDuS] A Seagull: :(
blast: nothing they don't even know i took them off the roster
[VDuS] A Seagull: lol!
blast: i am just tired
blast: i been spending too much time
blast: playing
blast: im not good with moderation
[VDuS] A Seagull: :(
[VDuS] A Seagull: well uh
[VDuS] A Seagull: wtf at the 2v2 playoffs then!
[VDuS] A Seagull: we play you guys sometime
[VDuS] A Seagull: lol, who's gonna be whoever's partner
[VDuS] A Seagull: whatever i geuss
blast: fw? i don't know haha
blast: teto and stinky
blast: are still
[VDuS] A Seagull: it's not scheduled yet
[VDuS] A Seagull: oh lol
blast: in cal 2v2
blast: but stinky will probably leave
[VDuS] A Seagull: they probably haven't practiced together much
blast: he dosent care
blast: haha
[VDuS] A Seagull: D;
blast: ;o
[VDuS] A Seagull: isnt he a css player anyway
[VDuS] A Seagull: or something
blast: nah he plays but mostly killbox
blast: xD
[VDuS] A Seagull: weird
blast: he gave his other account to some guy he knows
blast: cause that one had css
[VDuS] A Seagull: why did you kcik everyone from yoru 4v4 team, rofl
blast: they weren't gonna do cal by themselfs
[VDuS] A Seagull: lol!
blast: haha hidden dosent play anymore
blast: stinky is whatever
blast: nick always says
blast: he cant play
blast: cause its past his bead time
[VDuS] A Seagull: heh
[VDuS] A Seagull: gg eastcoast timezones.com
blast: bahlk is the only one i feel bad about
[VDuS] A Seagull: ya he's a cool guy most of the time
blast: and invx wasnt even in cal 4v4
[VDuS] A Seagull: cal, period
[VDuS] A Seagull: lol
blast: so yea not like they were gonna finish off cal

bahlk

2008-04-11 04:07:31

:/

phantom

2008-04-11 04:12:04

<--- Weally Stunned :O

L2k

2008-04-11 05:56:51

Sorry to hear this Blas, but I know how ya feel.
I often wondered how some people (myself included) could spend so much time playing the game and well lets face it, its really addicting I've suffered from the addiction myself. Also you add in the part about trying to be the best, trying to get your team to be the best and it just takes a toll on you sometimes. It's like you get to a point where you get a rep as a really good player and a really good team, then you start to not have as much fun cuz your to worried about maintaining that rep and always making a good showing no matter what your doing (matches, pubbing w/e).
I'm not trying to say this is what happened within UG, but it is something I've experienced.

The other day I was in a pub and actually saw a top player (not gonna name him, so no one ask please) from a top 3 clan, start to bitch at one of his clanmates for not having a positive KDR. In his words he said "your making our clan look bad" That made me sick, stuff like that is pathetic and actually made the clan look far worse than any players score or KDR. These types of things just tear teams apart eventually.

If you plan to do well in hl2dm you HAVE to dedicate a lot of time to this game to get to the top and stay there, unless your one of the golden few. Trying to maintain a team is even more of a headache at times as people just have different schedules and things going on IRL, throw in CAL with its strict deadlines and cut offs and teams who are just plain uncooperative when it comes to scheduling and the fun fades real fast.

Awhile back I started to have some issues IRL with work and other things that I was neglecting and it really does come down to moderation. I had to take a break for awhile, get my shit together and get away from trying to be so competitive. I came back and really only play a game or two at a time, overall no more than a hr a day, unless I just have absolutely nothing better to do, which lets face it even going outside and taking a walk is a better more healthy thing to do.

Anymore I could care less about losing matches or not being the top in pubs, I just play for fun now and its much more enjoyable. I think more than anything I just enjoy being a part of the community seeing the same people and having a good time playing with skilled players.

Hope you don't disappear for too long, I always enjoy the challenge of playing against you.

Zman42

2008-04-11 05:59:12

bummer man. well i guess its less to worry about.. :?

cyber_clash

2008-04-11 06:25:18

Sad to see ya go Blas, you had some fucking sweet kills in the community vid. And thanks for all the help you gave me. :D GGs man

Blasphemy

2008-04-11 08:38:59

L2k wrote:Sorry to hear this Blas, but I know how ya feel.
I often wondered how some people (myself included) could spend so much time playing the game and well lets face it, its really addicting I've suffered from the addiction myself. Also you add in the part about trying to be the best, trying to get your team to be the best and it just takes a toll on you sometimes. It's like you get to a point where you get a rep as a really good player and a really good team, then you start to not have as much fun cuz your to worried about maintaining that rep and always making a good showing no matter what your doing (matches, pubbing w/e).
I'm not trying to say this is what happened within UG, but it is something I've experienced.

The other day I was in a pub and actually saw a top player (not gonna name him, so no one ask please) from a top 3 clan, start to bitch at one of his clanmates for not having a positive KDR. In his words he said "your making our clan look bad" That made me sick, stuff like that is pathetic and actually made the clan look far worse than any players score or KDR. These types of things just tear teams apart eventually.

If you plan to do well in hl2dm you HAVE to dedicate a lot of time to this game to get to the top and stay there, unless your one of the golden few. Trying to maintain a team is even more of a headache at times as people just have different schedules and things going on IRL, throw in CAL with its strict deadlines and cut offs and teams who are just plain uncooperative when it comes to scheduling and the fun fades real fast.

Awhile back I started to have some issues IRL with work and other things that I was neglecting and it really does come down to moderation. I had to take a break for awhile, get my shit together and get away from trying to be so competitive. I came back and really only play a game or two at a time, overall no more than a hr a day, unless I just have absolutely nothing better to do, which lets face it even going outside and taking a walk is a better more healthy thing to do.

Anymore I could care less about losing matches or not being the top in pubs, I just play for fun now and its much more enjoyable. I think more than anything I just enjoy being a part of the community seeing the same people and having a good time playing with skilled players.

Hope you don't disappear for too long, I always enjoy the challenge of playing against you.
yea tell me about it I remember when me and hidden first thought of making a clan for fun, but somehow that fun got lost during they way. :evil:

I will still be around just not as much, I need to get muh shit together first, I regretted taking everyone off steam fwends but whats done is done xD oh wells see you guys around. :twisted:

Paradox

2008-04-11 09:06:30

Good Luck to you Blas. I dont think I got to play with you much because of the east coast - west coast thing.

I understand where you are coming from and it gets to be a headache sometimes.

Take care.

Va|iums

2008-04-11 09:27:14

Good riddance. I never really liked you.

snipeIT

2008-04-11 09:33:15

you wont take me off your list though right ?!?!?!? your my homie man !!!

I luv you. :evil:

Anonymous

2008-04-11 10:56:50

Hey Blas, you do whats best for you and if it stopped being fun, you are doing the right thing. GOOD LUCK with whatever you do! :mrgreen:

POMP

dbanimal

2008-04-11 20:08:26

Blasphemy wrote:I am done with CAL and clans.

ggs
But you're still playing the game right?

PwNs3ttia

2008-04-11 20:46:13

Blasphemy wrote: I will still be around just not as much, I need to get muh shit together first

^ question answered

dbanimal

2008-04-11 21:40:14

LOL, yeah leave it to me and not pay attention as much as I should. Thanks for pointing that out.

<kyle>

2008-04-12 03:39:06

ggs blast cya soon.

bahlk

2008-04-12 05:36:32

:/

!

Blasphemy

2008-04-12 05:58:29

>: )

</3

bahlk

2008-04-12 06:08:06

no FUCK U BLAS

u cant </3 me cause i already unhearted u before u unhearted me

got it

Blasphemy

2008-04-12 07:16:21

<3

0nti

2008-04-12 07:33:53

I believe I never got to play you, but I played some days ago against UG. It was a really nice map.
I'll miss not being able to play with them =(

invx001

2008-04-12 08:26:59

and sheee willlll be loved....ANNNND SHEEE WILL BE LU UH UH UVED

teto

2008-04-12 08:30:57

lies D: um... I have no bed time blast you homoface- I just choose to go to bed so I don't end up falling to sleep half way through fuckin' hisory 11 period hahaha, monotone teacher = teh gay shiz :x

snipeIT

2008-04-12 08:43:35

rip blas. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: : :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cr:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

PwNs3ttia

2008-04-12 09:51:17

dbanimal wrote:LOL, yeah leave it to me and not pay attention as much as I should. Thanks for pointing that out.
:D

Blasphemy

2008-04-22 16:10:07

bump

well I decided to stick around and keep playing so "back" but never really left.

biotau

2008-04-22 16:33:53

Blasphemy wrote:bump

well I decided to stick around and keep playing so "back" but never really left.
Then add me back to Steam freinds. For moderation you can play WoW with me and Death, or Promod.

Blasphemy

2008-04-22 17:30:10

biotau wrote:
Blasphemy wrote:bump

well I decided to stick around and keep playing so "back" but never really left.
Then add me back to Steam freinds. For moderation you can play WoW with me and Death, or Promod.
kk I will addz you to my new steam account. :o

biotau

2008-04-22 18:25:49

Blasphemy wrote:kk I will addz you to my new steam account. :o
Yayyy!! Image

poconut

2008-04-23 02:07:55

Yipee!
They always come back. :wink: